i give up…

Dev, over the years you must have witnessed over 500+ Cultural/Skits. Yet, i love the way You cheer and encourage us every time i perform for You. 

Dev, very conservatively, over the years you must have witnessed over 600+ live dance performances by children, teens, adults and seniors. 
Still, You myDev clap and encourage my performance. 

Dev you must have witnessed over 1000+ personal sharing & dedications. Yet, i marvel @ Your tears rolling by every time i express gratitude to Bhagwaan Param Krupaludev for His Love. 

Dev, You would be personally meeting 10,000+ people each year with about 30% first timers, am in amazement at Your ability to guide each one of us personally so so so lovingly for our kalyaan. 

Wahala Sahebji, each year, You give me at least 6 Mahotsava, 12 Param Satsangs, 10 Shibirs, 30 Group meetings, 100+ Udghoshs, 50 Gappas & Countless informals…. Dev my mind & calculator gives up trying to put a fair number of hours You give for our kalyaan over the last 50 years. 

As if the above are not enough You Gracefully give us Your Wispers, Echoes, Upahaars, Enlightens, Tirth Yatras, Prathishthas, Paglas, Car rides, Sepcial Book Readings, Scratch cards and much more for our deeper Kalyaan. Am not able to fathom the depth of Your Karuna. 

Dev then Your Grace tops it with cleansing sevas & wonderful initiatives for me to get closer to You and myself. My mind is blown away by the supreme connectivity You enable. 

Dearest Dev, i have seen how lovingly & caringly You give Blessings and Love Drashti to each and everyone of us on our Birthday, Anniversary, Marriage, Festivals, New Year every Year, Year on Year – myDev, i rejoicingly realise that Loving and caring is Your nature, and not an effort. 

Dearest Divine Mother, as i look back in sheer amazement, Your Divine patience in allowing me to grow in your pious shade far exceeds the sum total of all my past, present and future biological mothers. I just cannot understand it but i can surely feel it deep and strong.